Perhaps life isn't about tomorrow, or this coming Saturday, or even this coming Christmas day.
Perhaps life isn't about yesterday, or the past year.
Maybe, just maybe, life is about this moment, right here, right now.
You know that feeling, when the day is a struggle...Getting out of bed takes an extra five minutes, and each minute that goes past seems to take so much more effort. By the end of the day everything is an effort, you are worn out, and the day seems all rather wasted.
Today has been one of those days, and I'm left feeling tired of each moment, tired of living, tired of breathing.
I feel down-trodden, and maybe it isn't because of just this one day.
The past few months have been hard, they've been physically and emotionally draining, and now, as Christmas nears, I feel ready to snuggle up and hibernate for a while.
To regain my strength and refuel ready for the new year.